2005-09-27 - 8:52 a.m.

wiped and uninspired

Everything I know is in this storage space. My one cat pissed herself again and now they’re living in my mom’s empty condo while I hop around with my hobo bindle from there to the boyfriend’s to work and back.

I feel like I’ve been up up up for days, like on my toes and haven’t been able to relax because I haven’t been in a space of my own since Friday. Like I am visiting indefinitely. And now the Boy is really about to find out how I really am. Like couch potatoey and sssshhhhh quiet.

My need to nest and for scheduling and consistency is in direct conflict with my conscious desire to be independent riot grrl. Do you ever get that?

It’s sunny and 60s out today. Pretty gorgeous. I’m busy as hay-yull today and to add insult to injury, I’m totally busted-ass broke. Like what is my life right now? Could I please be more instable and uncomfortable? Give me a wedgie and call it a day already, jesus.



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Dean 4Eva